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In my restless days, I see that section.
Forum Reports.
You promised me you'd take me there again someday. But you never did.
Well, I'm alone there now... In our 'special place'... Waiting for you...
Waiting for you to come to see me.
But you never do.
And so I wait, wrapped in my cocoon of frustration and concern.
I know I've done a terrible thing to you. Something you'll never forgive me for.
I wish I could change that, but I can't.
I feel so pathetic and anxious posting here, waiting for you...
Every day I stare at the threads and all I can think about is how unfair it all is...
The moderator came today. They told me I could post again for a short stay.
It’s not that I'm getting better. It’s just that this may be my last chance...
I think you know what I mean...
Even so, I'm glad to be coming back. I've missed you terribly.
But I'm afraid, fellow users. I'm afraid you don't really want me to come back.
Whenever you see my reports, I can tell how hard it is on you...
I don't know if you hate me or pity me... Or maybe I just annoy you...
I'm sorry about that.
When I first learned that I was going to be restricted, I just didn't want to accept it.
I was so frustrated all the time, and I complained about everything I didn't like. Especially you, moderators.
That's why I understand if you do hate me.
But I want you to know this, fellow users.
I'll always care about this forum.
Even though my posting here had to end like this, I still wouldn't trade it for anything. We had some great discussions together.
Well, this post has gone on too long, so I'll say goodbye.
I told the admin to give this to you after I'm gone.
That means that as you read this, I'm already gone.
I can't tell you to remember me, but I can't bear for you to forget me.
These last few posts since I became a problem... I'm so sorry for what I did to you, did to us...
You've given me so much and I haven't been able to return a single thing.
That's why I want you to continue for yourselves now. Do what's best for the forum, everyone.
Fellow users...
You made this forum enjoyable.
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